Monday, 21 May 2018

Easier said than done

sometimes its easy to give advice or to motivate someone else, but when it comes to me, i cant even help myself. 😭

i feel like i need someone else to lean on, to share my problems. but, at this stage, i hv no one else. all my close friends hv their own life. not even my parents...

u are not alone norly..
Allah is always with u, to guide u and love u.
bear that in mind...😭

*mata penat, kepala sakit...
sebab bnyk menangis...

Saturday, 27 January 2018

Something small for one man is like climbing a steep mountain for another.
 Allah knows that.
He won't let the tears, the tiredness, the effort, the good intentions and the striving go to waste.

Tuesday, 23 January 2018

Solat dalam keje or keje dalam solat??

Monday, 15 January 2018

Curhat


Dari jam 8.30 am td aku menunggu giliran utk berjumpa doc.
sudah 2 jam menunggu, terasa buang masa sgt huhuhu..
i didnt prepare anything to do while waiting, i tot it wont take too long😒... 

sementara menunggu td, terdengar nurse panggil patient bernama Ainul Mardhiah..
dalam hatiku terdetik, cantiknya nama dia.
then aku nmpk seorang patient menuju utk berjumpa nurse.
jauh lebih muda daripadaku, berjubah dan berpurdah.
hatiku sekali lg terdetik, cantiknya.. even berpurdah, terserlah kelembutan perwatakannya.
sangat sesuai dgn namanya..
drpd luaran, nmpk dia seorang yg sangat menjaga dirinya.

muhasabah seketika.
aku kagum dgn adk td.

Tuesday, 2 January 2018

Niat

rasa berat yg amat nk g skool

Norly...
don forget, u as an educator.
2018, plis be nice to me 😬
tajdid niat, cari redha Allah.
moga mudah2 semuanya..


moga lebih disiplin..




Friday, 29 December 2017

selesai...

alhamdulillah...
selesai tugas. 
no more calculator, no more red pens 😌
3 days off before start a new chapter 😐


Motivations from my ketua, for me to be kept.
very inspire me...




#addmathsspm2017
#kertas2
#teammelaka


Sunday, 24 December 2017

Save me from myself...


"Save Me From Myself"

I want it all
I want it now
Forget about the consequences
I know that it's bad, it's better to wait
But sometimes I can be selfish
And the only sound I hear is right now
And all my patience gets locked out
I know that it's wrong
And I want to change
I need You here with me

Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah

Big lights pull me in every time
And it's so hard to break a pattern
But I see it clear, what's deep inside
Is the only thing that really matters
So tell me how, how to turn it around
Before my senses hit the ground
'Coz I know that it's wrong
And I want to change
I need You here with me

Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah

Save me from myself
'Coz I tripped and fell
And there is nothing, nothing
That I won't do
Oh, save me from myself
'Coz I need Your help
And now I'm running, running
Back to You

Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah

Save me from myself