Monday, 15 January 2018

Curhat


Dari jam 8.30 am td aku menunggu giliran utk berjumpa doc.
sudah 2 jam menunggu, terasa buang masa sgt huhuhu..
i didnt prepare anything to do while waiting, i tot it wont take too long😒... 

sementara menunggu td, terdengar nurse panggil patient bernama Ainul Mardhiah..
dalam hatiku terdetik, cantiknya nama dia.
then aku nmpk seorang patient menuju utk berjumpa nurse.
jauh lebih muda daripadaku, berjubah dan berpurdah.
hatiku sekali lg terdetik, cantiknya.. even berpurdah, terserlah kelembutan perwatakannya.
sangat sesuai dgn namanya..
drpd luaran, nmpk dia seorang yg sangat menjaga dirinya.

muhasabah seketika.
aku kagum dgn adk td.

Tuesday, 2 January 2018

Niat

rasa berat yg amat nk g skool

Norly...
don forget, u as an educator.
2018, plis be nice to me 😬
tajdid niat, cari redha Allah.
moga mudah2 semuanya..


moga lebih disiplin..




Friday, 29 December 2017

selesai...

alhamdulillah...
selesai tugas. 
no more calculator, no more red pens 😌
3 days off before start a new chapter 😐


Motivations from my ketua, for me to be kept.
very inspire me...




#addmathsspm2017
#kertas2
#teammelaka


Sunday, 24 December 2017

Save me from myself...


"Save Me From Myself"

I want it all
I want it now
Forget about the consequences
I know that it's bad, it's better to wait
But sometimes I can be selfish
And the only sound I hear is right now
And all my patience gets locked out
I know that it's wrong
And I want to change
I need You here with me

Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah

Big lights pull me in every time
And it's so hard to break a pattern
But I see it clear, what's deep inside
Is the only thing that really matters
So tell me how, how to turn it around
Before my senses hit the ground
'Coz I know that it's wrong
And I want to change
I need You here with me

Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah

Save me from myself
'Coz I tripped and fell
And there is nothing, nothing
That I won't do
Oh, save me from myself
'Coz I need Your help
And now I'm running, running
Back to You

Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah
Lord I need Your help
Allah, Allah, Allah
Save me from myself
Allah, Allah, Allah

Save me from myself

Saturday, 23 December 2017

Curhat

moga hari esok lebih baik daripada sblm nya...

Wednesday, 20 December 2017

Curhat

Feeling so sad πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯
I need a shoulder to cry on..
Sometimes i need someone to talk to..
... suka sangat pendam, it hurts urself Norly... always...

Norly,
Jangan pernah berhenti berharap pd Allah.
Yakin yg Allah senantiasa bg yg terbaik utk kita.
Allah tidak akan bebankan kita dgn sesuatu yg kita x mampu.


Surely, ade sesuatu yg Allah nk bg yg aku x tahu...
Ada sesuatu yg Allah da susun utk aku.
Kuatkan aku ya Allah..
Aku tahu Engkau sedang menguji hatiku.

Saturday, 16 December 2017

Be strong

Baru Day 1, air mataku kalah lagi 😭
Eventhough i pretend to be strong, but im not strong enough to pretend...